Thursday, June 01, 2006

heyy. the blogs oh so dead. and i never ever posted. so HERE I AM! haha

anywaes. serious talk people. S-E-R-I-O-U-S. ((:
ya ya. we ALL know about the cut.
and everyones being negative. of course i myself am negative too. but happened to the bright side? what happened to the joyful egoistic happy go lucky ZEST that used to be before you- know - what.
we all just trained together. and we're about to be broken apart.
its not easy. not for a single one of us. it'll be tough. it'll be harsh
there'll be tears. but the thing is. we all tried our best. and thats what matters most.
whats gonna happen. whos gonna be cut. its all planned. god planned it all. everything has been planned. and some people may think. but when you change your mind. you're going against what god planned. but if you think harder. dont you think that he seriously already planned it all. when you change your mind, for the better, or the worst, he planned it. he already planned for you to change your mind. he planned everything. theres nothing thats unexpected to him.
then now you ask why he plans it so unfairly. i too always think that.
we are all unique; thats what makes us unique.
why issit that people lead such wonderful lives with everything going wonderfully well and nothing seems to be wrong for them. but you know. no ones perfect. theres always at least one flaw with someone and no one can ever be perfect. not even for a split second. cause thats the point of it all. pretty or ugly. nice or not. we are all meant to be different. if we are all the same type. wouldnt life be boring? no one to gossip about and everything else. talking about poeple would then seem like you re talking about yourself. so its okay to be different. in WHATEVER ways. we make ourselves who we are. and for that. we should not follow people juat because you want to be anything like them. be who you are inside. and everyone would accept it. dont force it. cause or else. you ll just be miserable.
we are what we are; thats why we are what we are
some ppl may understand this. but some may not. but if you really think about it.
it actually makes a lot of sense. because we are being our true selves, thats why we are where we are standing right now. get it? if you dont. well than youre dumb. HAHA.
but seriously. so WHAT if we get cut?! thats not gonna keep us from staying together every recess. going out after school together.
whether to stay close or not to? it all depends on us dont you think. if you got cut. and you are to o ashamed to face the rest. than you re just drifting away. and you start thinking why the rest are so dao and why the rest wouldnt want to talk to you just because you got cut. and you ll start thinking whether we were just friends just because we were in the same team. you start wondering what happened to the close friendship you used to have with those people.
but thats part and parcel of life;
but thats not true. you all know that. we are ZEST. and forever will be. yes. we will have to be in different teams sooner or later. but deep in our hearts. we re forever zest. each of us putting in a bit of squeeze. here and there just to make it complete. with a single one missing. zest is not zest anymore. so even if we are no longer in the same team. we need to always be together in our hearts. if you dont. then you re the one giving up to keep it up. its sad to part. OF COURSE it is.
again..
nothing is perfect!
so you cannot expect even to have a perfect day. i've always been thinking. why is it that i can never ever ever have a perfect day in my entire life?! when something so great happens. something terrible too happens. and vice versa. its really irritating isnt it? but there's really nothing we can do.
we all just gotta learn to let go; but not to let go in our hearts; but learn to accept others in your lives.
that might not be the best option you want to do right now. but when you start accepting. and starting afresh. you might realise that they MIGHT be better. or equal..
so stop clinging on to the past; and continue with the future; dont get left behind.
we cant give up just yet
all those that we sacrificed. it all cant go to waste my friends.
all the trainings. all the holidays we sacrificed. all the drops of sweat we shed.
the tears, the laughter. it shall never be forgotten.
COME ON! theres still 4 trainings left. they are tiring sometimes. but thats what we gotta have to be in B div. or we ll lose out. we might not click yet with them. of course. the sooner the better. but yet. to some. the later the better. which ever.
lets just work to our very best no matter what.
stay zest forever.


come on. we really really can do it yeah!!
all that we have put in for where we are now. for our passion. many has been going against parents just to do this. the thing that they love most above practically everything. i for one know i ll do anything for this. [well. as much as i can]
so lets not let all these go to waste yeaahhh
its late now. i shall go.

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OLIVIA SULAEMAN!!! ((((((:
im sad too!!! ))):
it just feels wrong sometimes. but we have each other. to pull us out of the darkness where we are stranded. so its okay. its allright. goodbye now.

THE TEAM,OUR COURT OUR GAME(: